Navyguy-
I'm sorry you're feeling the way you're feeling. I also feel very empty, tired, lazy, and sad.
What's so hard for me is finding the motivation to do the things that I know will make my life better. Its hard for me to even make a phone call or shower. Its incredibly debilitating.
What I can say is that its important to get help. I had the same issues a couple of years ago and I decided to go on lexapro. It's a medication that was for anxiety and depression. It really helped me get out of the fog and get some positive perspective to make my life better.
I'm thinking of going on it again since I am feeling very hopeless. it didn't change my personality. Just my perspective... giving me more hope for the future.
I hope you're doing better. Best... Thank you for protecting our country.
xoxo