Hello,
I fell in love because I found the will to trust. I know your probably thinking I'm not because I'm too young. That's what I even thought that, But I was wrong. I fell in love with a boy, I said the three words " I Love You " to any boy I liked. But he said it to me first and I trusted him, so I simply replied: "I love you" and I did and still do. He left me and came back. As in, he left em for another girl but knew he made a mistake. And now he's gone and I dont think he's ever going to come back. Me and him both loved music we had so many songs together and so many memories. I can't watch the television because everything reminds me of him. I'm trying to move on but it's just so hard. And sometimes feel good because I try to commit sucide. Some of my friends are really helping me but I've been in this state for almost a month now. And now some friends are just saying "Just get the f**k over him" and its just making everything worse. I dont know what to do I love him. He's all i dream about, think about, worry about, talk about, even care about. And even though he hurts me i keep going back and I don't have the will power to stop. Please help me all I do is cry. Someone save me!!