am 16 and i feel down all the time i dont like the way i look my confidence has just gone,i feel as if evryone is ageinst me family,friends i feel alone
i feel like i dont want to be here like no one wants me
i just burst out into tears for no reson am not myself
my family say i have depression but i dont have a reson to be upset or down about but i just do
my mum had depression she was put on medication at the time she had lost her mum - my nan
thats y i dont understand i am going to collage i got my whole life ahead of me so why do i feel so crap
i have phoned my gp 4 an appoitment but i dont want him judjing me or out i mean aint listening to poeples feelings a concil workers job or summert i dont no i find it hard to tell poeple what i feel i just block it all up and put a smile on but its been going on for months and i cant cope i just cant xx