What makes it sadder for me is I realize now-I did the exact same thing I have tiny thin scars across my wrists and upon my chest..It's thinking that brings back memories I guess that is why I understand but don't at the same time..Years ago I would cut when I was alone..My husband was gone all the time in the military..Due to his MOS family was greatly restricted upon where we could go..For a long time I was the only one in some areas we were stationed whose husband was gone as much as he was..Overseas was the worse as I had no-one for weeks at a time! Amazing as I think back on it..My time always came when my son was asleep and the world was really a dark alone place..What made me stop is a vision of a hand taking the blade from me..Right after the vision I saw there was no one there but I had more than normal blood and I knew I had to quit or my son and husband would be alone and I could not have that.. kd
Kd, I understand what you're saying... esp about the vision side of things... it makes total sense. I have visions, too. It's just something that occurs in my mind (quite frequently). I'm totally sure that God is placing those visions in my mind - but I don't always understand them.
You're a stronger person because of what you've been through... and I applaud you for your strength. You're an inspiration.
Honey maybe you can PM me what you see-if you care to share..I am always fasicnated by what we are shown in a vision..Sometimes it's hard to understand so we have to pray over it and wait to get the answer..I will answer your PM in a fw minutes..k