Hello. im Alexis and i just barely turned 14. i figured out last week that i was bulimic but i have been for 3 years. im not sure what to think about it yet. iv always been so happy but now that im not being so nieve i've been crying a lot more. i know i need professional help but im embarrassed of it. only my best friend payton knows and he gets frustrated i dont stop -just like that- as he says. i think i know why i am a bulimic though. i just moved to a completely new state and back home my best friend committed suicide. i started binging (idk if i spelt it right) like crazy and then felt horrible and made myself puke... if anybody could help me i would appreciate it. i dont want to tell my parents. they wouldnt understand.