I am 16 years old, and bulimic. I dont know how or why it happened but one day i just decided i was going to throw up after eating dinner so i dint gain weight. I have always had low self esteem and when i look in the mirror or weigh myself, which i do every day(sometimes more than once a day) i cry. I actually cant look at myself anymore. Please help!!! I try to stop, but i am to the point that if i eat something i aoutomatically throw up, no need to force myself anymore. Please help. I have also had depression for about 4 years.