So last night i started feeling pretty
sick... I was at a friends house with
about 8 other people.. just having fun and
what not. Well one of my friends was
like.. just go make yourself throw up and
i promise you'll feel better. She is not
bulimic or anything. But she knows about
my problems. So i did just that. once
turned into several.
Keep in mind... i used to be very
intensely involved in bulimia until it
made me so sick i threw up blood and i
couldn't function anymore so i stopped.
Since then, i've purged maybe twice. Its
been since November of 2006. Great
progress i know!
But i kept making myself purge last
night.. over and over. I just couldn't
stop. Now i'm scared i'm back into purging
again. I was so okay for so long.. and now
im back at an all time low. Today i ate
some noodles when i came home because i
was hung over and i needed food in me...
Well, i had the immediate urge to go purge
I didn't only
because my friend was here. Now she's
gone.. and i have nobody to stop me. I am
so scared its coming back. I'm fighting.
But it's so close to winning. I'll never
win this battle, im afraid.
ana now turning into mia
not again. why me?
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 03-24-08 23:19pm
If you have insurance, some will pay for
rehab eating disorder clinics. There
should be a few in you area. Alot of
mental health facilities also have a
sperate wing for this. I worked in one
that did and it was alway full. This
disorder has to be treated similar to that
of an addict and go through a withdrawl
period. This is something that would be
very hard to do out patient withou a lot
of will power.
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Kayla343
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Posted: 03-25-08 16:56pm
Unfortunately i do not have health
insurance. Both of my parents are self
employed, and not to mention they're
divorced. My mom would never be able to
send me to one of those places... :-\
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CarolDiane
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Kayla Posted: 03-25-08 17:33pm
Kayla343
wrote:
Unfortunately i do not have
health insurance. Both of my parents are
self employed, and not to mention they're
divorced. My mom would never be able to
send me to one of those places...
:-\
OK then, we will have to have your back on
this one then. You can concoure this on
your own if you really want to stop. Try
eating alot of fruit and veggies. Try to
avoid saturated fats and suger foods.
Don't eat untill you are sick. Eat just
enough to be comfortable and just stop.
There should be some on line help if you
type in the word Balemia and see what you
can come up with. There might be some good
information and helpful hints you can use
to help. I wish you the best and don't be
a stranger here on ehealth. Let us know
how you are doing. This might just take
the only will power you have. And I am
sure you have plenty.
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Kayla343
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Joined: 27 Nov 2006 Posts: 27 Location: ,
Posted: 03-25-08 20:30pm
I'll research and see if i can find
anything helpful... thank you. ill keep
updates as well..
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I didn't only
because my friend was here. Now she's
gone.. and i have nobody to stop me. I am
so scared its coming back. I'm fighting.
But it's so close to winning. I'll never
win this battle, im afraid. 
