I LOVED MY BOYFRIEND VERYYYY MUCH SOOOO. we had been together 3 1/2 months. when he dumped me. I have bipolar, and paranoia. so the relationship was always a bit strained with my constant downs, and ups, and constantly wondering what my boyfriend was up too (cheating on me or not). in a way i it was my fault for being the way i am and taking it out on him too much. Well anways i fell pregnant bout 2 months into our relationship. Was gonna keep it cause i dont believe in abortions, but he didnt. I loved him ,and still love him more than hell ever know. So i took the chance, and at seven weeks got an abortion to sort his life out . BIG MISTAKE!! two days later he dumps me, saying he cant deal with my depression or paranoia anymore, BY TEXT!!! i feel so hollow and twisted inside. i just want him back, hes the biggest love of my life.