I met the most wonderful guy a little over 2yrs ago,we started dating and everything was great.untill he broke up with me.it was a cultural thing.he nevr gave me the reason,i had to hear it through mutual friends.a few months later i hooked up with a friend of his in a moment of madness,i mean he broke up with me and told me he never cared for me.we didnt speak for 4mnths till i got a boyfriend and he told me he has always cared for me and that he got mad cus im supposed to be his.anyway nt too long aftr that we started seeing each other again.i fell pregnant and it was a disaster.he said he cared and wanted to help me,but wasnt gonma be a part of our lives i got mad and told him to never talk to me again.i had a miscarriage and never told him he found out from my so-called-best friend.i sent him a text message after that and never heard frm him.its been 7mnths.i dont knw what to do i love him and hate him,miss him with all my heart.should i phone him?i need closure to move on with my life what must i do?