we been together for about 9months goin to be 10 in june 26. i have a 1 and a half year old daughter whom he says she is rude and needs to learn to "behave" and listen. he does not hit her or touch her, but he tries to raise his voice or tell her "no" to every single lil thing. but at times he does bring out the good in him. he wants the baby stuff too come first.So he works, he comes home. when he doesnt drink and does not do coke(not infront of my daughter or near my house) he start to sleep all day. until the next day. im pregnant. im about 8months now. he says he does not want another woman in his life just me.but he puts me threw alot. he was raised to tell women what to do. and use to women obeyin him. but i dont. im from here in US and he is from puertorico. i know my rights and i know both languages. i have advantage of alot of stuff and im not scared of him puttin a hand on me. its just that i love him to death. and i dont want to start another life without him. but when he doesnt drink he loves me to death. and we cuddle the whole day. at times i get fustrated because i want to get out the house. im tired of cleaning after him. taken care of me and my daughter. cooking for him. and serving him and i cant have friends. well not guy friends. when he comes drunk,he starts putting loud music, rapping out loud,with his friends. then around 9pm when he finishes everything.(beer and coke)he goes crazy. he starts cursing at me and telling me to go back with my baby's father and that this unborn baby aint his. until he grabs the keys and goes off until 4 am to get ready for work at 5am. but he comes back still alil drunk and his other personality makes me hate him just because he becomes into this person that i dont recognize. he starts talking to women on the phone. when he comes the next day he doesnt remember all that. and wants me to be fine about everything. he starts all over again. thats his routine. starts thursdays and it ends sunday night. he runs out of money he starts asking a guy for coke until he reaches 150 dollar for the next week to pay off. im confused. does he really love me?,what should i do to change him? any help out there?2 days ago i told him about leaving him because im 8months and i havent checked myself in the hospital yet. and i know how to manage everything up north but here in florida i dont. i dont want to loose my babies,and he was drunk, he went upstairs and tied my puppies leash to the door and went over the stairs and hung himself. he was red he was choking and he wasnt even tryin to get up and survive. i had to run up and pull him up and take it away from him. and i couldnt fall asleep until 3am that he finally went to sleep. im so confused. i dont know what to do. tell me anything. i would love advice...anything. please. thanks. sorry so long.