Its almost 29 years m living my depressed life . I started working at 12 years of age since than i have been working but i cannt myself at any top level .still working as fincial analyst .I never had a healthy relation in my family society and never had expressed or can say that never had chanced to comunicate with others . But now i feel that its high time i feel that my mind is not working now even some body explains something i cannt understand its skips from my mind .Even m not getting bride who can marry me .i always gets emotional with others and people use me i always suffer loss even some people took away my job . I have lost all trust on people i try to do everything my self but now i am tired .
I am in a somewhat similar situation. I an unemployed and pretty isolated. It is rough.
Any way, you say you feel like your 'mind is not working', and when people explain things to you, nothing registers. I'm no doctor, but that sounds somewhat like you are having difficulty concentrating.
You also mention that you have never expressed yourself. Why? If it is anxiety issues, there are many ways to help that.
You haven't found a woman? I wouldn't stress out over that, as it comes with time, though you have to work for it.
Sounds like you are going through a rough patch in life.
You may need to see a doctor.