Hi, i am new to this forum . never been a member of any forum but this problem what i am going through push me to go any where , where ever i can find the solution for this problem .
I hope that this community will post reply which will help me ,or please share some experience .
I am 32 working male , i am skinny but hard working , never took care of my body , not very food loving person , not really been after proper breakfast of lunch . what ever or when ever i found time just eat what ever been available.
(write this down so one can get better idea about my life style.)
Its all started in 2007 December. as December is very busy time because for jobs . and i used to work in warehouse. where i usually moved heave stuff around.
one day when i was on job , one of my co-worker said that he smells some thing very bad. i said i can't smell any thing. well that was the very first incident i remember that some one point out me . but at that time i was'nt aware of my problem neither i could smell any thing. but very next day people start to put hand on there noses while talking to me . and some of them start to cough when they get near to me. so i just went to toilet to see if i wipse out my self properly although i always take bath before going to work . and i was surprise to see that my anus was leaking its like some of the feces came out from the whole / when i wipsed out my self with toilet paper i saw that it was'nt that much but the thing was i was'nt able to sence it that its comming out. It never happend before to me that some thing came out from the anus i could'nt feel it .that was very alarming to me.
Any way i got over concious about this and starts to wipe my self after every 1/2 an hour during working hours. and most of the time i saw the leak from the anus. although i was keep wiping my self but smell never left me alone and i started to feel the smell as well although i wasn't sure that this smell is comming from my anus leak .but then my friends says the same thing that "you smells like caca" although they been saying like friends but i knew that they could feel the smell as well. i could'nt hide this smell although i tried hard.
Then as the month passes i started to feel the smell less and less and finally it disappears for me. but the worse thing was other could still smell it but i was'nt smell a thing, its probably because i got usedto with that smell so was no longer able to distinguish from other smell.
But people's behaviour got change and they try to ignore me and not talk to me because of the fact that i was smelling all time. even though i wasn't able to really smell it but it was there and i knew it. the only problem was that i wasn't able to feel how strong this smell is .The only way for me to find out how badly i smell was from the person was working near me or talking to me . only its behaviour or coughing or sneezing or over breathing let me realized how bad the smell is .
It's been horrible. i always like nice smells i like ferfumes .but now i have to use it because of need . i used every thing . absolutely every i can find to make me smell nice.. Perfumes. Itar , Telcome Powder, Creams .. but non of thoes helped me . I starts to smell even after 10 minutes of bath. i had no idea why . Before yes my anus was leaking but now its not leaking but my anus side become num and when i do any thing physically hard then this num thing start to smell. (better to say STINKS , that's was people say when they come near to me )
i had some blood stains before when i was passing the stool but now every thing gone . only thing is I am smelling and smelling very badly . i cannot travel in bus or train otherwise every single passenger start coughing or atleast they realize that some thing stinks.
I been to my doctor today and he says he can't smell any thing. its all in your mind ( because my doctor is just downstairs and go to him after bath and in clinic its always different smell around he got useto with some smell probably as well).
I wish it would only be my imagination . but when other person tells you that you stinks... then its not some thing you are imagining. ( i would also say that some people try to exploit this fact as well just to make u more embarrassed )
So i understand one thing that i cannot get rid of this problem without knowing the problem causing this . So i want to get down to fact of the problem and will try to solve it.
Now if any one has any advice which you can help me in this matter please do so .
I also write down my routine what i am tring to keep the level down of my smell. Taking bath daily some times twice. chaning clothes .doesn't any thing more then once. using telcom powder , perfumes and i put them on daily but non of them is workng at the moment.
Please help me to find the solution of this problem. as i tried too many things but nothing seems to be working for me.. . Thanks in advance