I can't say I know what it's like having an eating disorder, but it is very sad that ANYONE should feel that what other people think of them matters. In the end, it's all about looking good, right? If a man REALLY loved you, he wouldn't give a damn what you look like. I'm a bit overweight and average-looking (certainly not pretty, anyway XP), and I like to think that I am lucky. Why? Because if a guy falls in love with me, it will be for ME and not what I look like. ^_^