I range from suicidal (not recently - you can all relax), to just relaxed and normal, to paralyzed in overwhelm/fear, to having a low grade depression, to anger/rage/massive frustration/irritation, to being the wittiest, funnest, most exuberant woman you've ever met, to being a "stand up comedienne" (this is more about just being greatly entertaining, not exactly hyper). And I can experience any amount of those in any given single day. I've gone from loving myself to hating myself in one day. I've gone from being suicidal to being a 5 minute stand up comedienne with the clerk at the grocery store.

It's not like we operate in any particular box at any given time. There is almost a "chessboard" that we move around on. I can be almost anywhere at any given time. I am the Queen on that Chessboard and I am not even playing by the rules. I can move anywhere on the board and I can do it quickly. This is why people say they aren't ever sure which "Soucie" is going to show up.

Ok, well my friend's mom is usually very hyper when off her meds. My friend calls them her "moods" when her mom is being angry/ depressed. Just curious, thanks for the feedback!