Hello, I am a 14 year old girl. I've been a consistant cutter for the last 2 years. I've also tried burning and hairpulling and scratching. I receive the most contentment from cutting and scratching. I scratch words into my legs.
I've noticed, though, that as I've been recently cutting, I get this panicky feeling in my chest, and I can't stop it.
I tried to commit suicide 3 times before, by 1. trying to get hit by a car 2. overdose 3. drowning... And most recently (April 27th, 2009), by an overdose and filling up the bathtub with water...
I don't even know why I am still here.
Is it possible that I have BPD?
Thank you for any help you can offer.