Bipolar, binge eating, drug abuse, and self harm.. any advice??

ask the holy spirit in you to control the demon that has the upper hand, to stand down and let you live with God and no longer do the devils works...

I can relate. I have a history of eating disorders, mood disorders, desire to self-harm, and am currently in the diagnosis phase for bipolar. It sounds like you are still figuring out what kind of medication will work best, do you agree? I have tried many types of medications, and am seeing a new dr. this week in hopes of finding a better treatment plan for me. I have found that you have to be very persistent in recognizing when a medication is not working and be willing to try something new. I chart my moods throughout each day when trying a new medication, and this seems to help. I would also recommend trying to find a more healthy way to channel your emotions and negative feelings. I express negative feelings through art, and this is very, very helpful for me. When I have desires to self-harm I exercise, and have found this to be a more healthy way to (in a way) experience a level of pain that helps release those feelings of anger. I also sometimes write down whatever I am feeling. I hope this helps, and send you positive, healing thoughts.