lately i've been insecure. i have gained a bit of weight, not much though. i was wondering if bp meds make you gain weight? and, does bp disorder cause insecurity? i've never read that it does and i guess it's all relative but i'm just at a loss.

i used to be secure with myself in almost every aspect of my life and now i don't. i feel confident at work.

i am having marital problems though... talk of separating and divorce. ugh! we've only been married just over one year! we've been through a lot... fertility, me accepting that i have bp disorder, the whole baby thing. he's so stressed out that he has a dermatological condition on his feet that makes huge cracks on the bottom of his feet... ouch!

i guess i want to know if any of this lack of self-confidence could stem from bp disorder. puzzld