hey girl
i know exactly how you are feeling...when a part of your trust goes away...
my boyfriend smoked up like that too. i told him i did not want him doing it and he promised me he would be done. then a couple months later i smelt it and looked in his bag and there it was. a bag of pot. i felt so dissapointed. you would think that the person you love and loves you back could tell you anything huh?
well i definatley think you have a right to be upset.
you need to express your feelings and how it hurts you to see him do this.
my bf knows how much i dislike it and how it hurts me and he has almost quit it all together.
i truely believe your bf will stop and realize if you have a heart to heart conversation with him.
if he loves you he will do what it takes to make you happy.
you just have to be patient and be there for support.
i hope this helps you