I lost my virginity when i was 18 in a sexual assault. Now i am 22 and am gonna get married next year.
I didnt have sex with anyone in the interim except for masturbating with a single finger seldom.
Each time it is tight and i wonder, if i practice abstinence, i would be super tight like a virgin that i really want to be. I would be proud if my husband struggles to do that with me for the first time.
any idea?