Im 23 years old. Live with my parents who are very suportive and will always be there for me. I havent mensioned this to anyone except my girlfriend. We've been together for about 17months now. She recently moved away with uni, i see her quite often if im being honest, but everytime i do there always seems to be an argument. This weekend was the worst, i let her down badly, and i cant understand myself how i let it happen. I hurt her and treat her like rubbish, but only realise after its happened! Its like i have no control! Shes the only person i have, i dont see many friends, im an only child, ive recently started a new job which im not gettin on with 100%. I cant seem to find my feet on this planet!

I feel so down, so upset about life.. i know it sounds like a sob storey but i think theres somthing wrong with me that i need help with..