So one day at school, I was with a friend of mine. He's really depressed so he got prescribed wellbutrin, even though its not really recommended for teenagers. He told me about taking more then his normal dosage a few times and getting high and hallucinating at really high doses. I decided i'd try some at about lunchtime, I took 3 like he told me, then I didnt feel anything after 1hour so I decided to take more. I'd taken anti depressants before and they never really did anything to me, so being as stupid as i am i popped about 10 more right then and there.
2:00 As I was walking home with my friend, is when it started to kick in a little. I mentioned to him that when we were walking down a path in the woods I thought I was positive I saw two blonde girls talking ahead of us, then as we got closer there was no one.. by this time i'd actually forgot I even took the pills. So I didn't put two and two together. I just thought it was trippy.
2:30 Sitting in my bedroom home now, is when it reeeeeally hit me. I was laying in my bed and I noticed I had a hightened vision. So I was staring at all the little lines in the fabric on my blanket, then suddenly I saw a little purple dot. I kept staring at it as it grew, I reached out to touch it and as I did hot pink little spiders started crawling out of it. I freaked out and texted my friend right away, telling him I took six of the pills not 13, because he would probably be mad. I asked him questions about when the hallucinations would stop, and when i would stop feeling like I had hardcore deja vu. He told me to just relax and get some sleep if it was really bothering me so much.
3:00 I try to go to sleep for about ten minutes then realize I cant. I'm feeling really paranoid at this point, I feel like my mom knows what i'm on and is really mad. Then I hear voices outside my window and look out, I see my boyfriend and aunt and uncle, aswell as all my teachers and my best friend. She's sneaking them in the house telling them to be quiet. I start to feel really loved, because theyre obviouuuusly having an intervention for me. I'm also really excited to see my boyfriend. I think this over for awhile and go downstairs, I hear them in the backyard and go outside. I hear someone yell hide and start looking for them, they're nowhere to be found. I start saying things like "come on guys I know youre hear! come on out!" I'm so confused at how they got away so fast, i look in two garbage cans and see my auntie curled up in one. I reach out to touch her and she completely dissapears. I look in the other garbage can and see my uncle and do the same thing, i'm so messed right now that I dont even find this weird. I go to look in the camper.
3:40 at this point my mom comes out and brings me inside, she sits me on the couch and asks me what i'm on. She just heard me talk to nobody outside for about half an hour. I tell her because I realize that what just happened, is not normal. And I also vomited in the sink when she brought me inside. She tells me to go wait upstairs while she calls poison control. I sit upstairs and hear her come upstairs and go into her room, through the crack in the door i can see her crying and on the phone. I try to calm her down from outside the door telling her i'm fine, then when she doesnt answer I walk in to find nobody there.
4:30 I'm texting my boyfriend and the friend who gave me the pills pretty much saying my goodbyes, at this point i'm sure i'm going to die. I puked a few more times and my moms waiting for my dad to get home so she can take the car and bring me to the hospital. I start to see things crawling up the walls in my room and go downstairs to sit with my mom. I see a shadow behind the wall between the doorway and the living room, I think its my boyfriend because it looks just like him and hes laughing. I go over to see why hes here, then nobodys there. As i'm looking my dad gets home. He starts yelling at my mom and me and tells her he's sick of me and we both need to pack our stuff and get out. Which my mom told me later didnt even happen, he never even talked to us.
5:00 My mom takes me to the hospital, while i'm there I get the most intense hallucinations i've ever had. They feel like visions, when i had them everything around me dissapeared and I was somewhere else. Then i'd randomly blink and be back in the E.R.
6:00 The doctors take my blood and hook me up to machines to monitor my heartrate and breathing, they give me charcoal to puke up any of the drug thats still in my stomach. After I puke, I stare into the bucket and the black vomit starts bubbling and looks like tar. When I look at all the curtains around the room i'm in, they change colors and sometimes go see through like a shower curtain.
6:40 My moms crying and trying to have a conversation with me while i'm telling her all the screwed up things i'm seeing, I stare at her face as i'm talking to her an it starts turning into differents shaped. It gets abnormally long and skinny and at one point turned into the face of a cat/lion thing.
7:30 The nurse tries to bring me to the washroom, my legs feel like spaguetti and its really hard to walk. I've had a ringing noise in my ear for a long time and it starts to get way to overwellming right now. Theres a really loud popping noise in one ear and it actually looked like something popped out. I start looking around on the ground for whatever it was, I get this crazy idea that maybe it was my ear drum. I cover my good ear to see if i can still hear but I can't tell because of the loud ringing in my head so I just give up and stand up to wash my hands. This is when my legs completely give up. I fall to the ground and can't stand again, the nurse comes in and puts me in a wheel chair and brings me back.
8:00 The doctors tell me that joints and things can go still while having an overdose on Wellbutrin, so I won't be able to walk. This scares me. I lay in bed for a bit and trip some more. This is when the hallucinations get so real its even harder to tell if its real or not. I see my boyfriend come in and ask if i'm here, a nurse tells him where I am. he stands awkwardly at the curtain, I say "you can come in you know" he asks if he can talk to me alone and i tell my mom to leave, she says no. I beg her and she says nobodys there. I'm getting really paranoid now, so i get mad at her and yell and tell her shes dumb and that i'm not even hallucinating anymore hes right there, i start screaming about how she just never liked him.
8:15 I can hear him talking outside to someone now and they say to him "Did you talk to her?" and he says "No it wa weird her mom was there, but man it looks pretty serious shes hooked up to a lot of things." I mske the nurse bring me to the washroom so i can see him again without my mom, but hes gone when i get out. I get really angry that he left me.. I sit in the bathroom upset for a little. Then I hear my friend who gave me the drugs knocking on the door, I get really excited and go out. I sit in my wheelchair and we have a whole conversation and he tells me he hopes i'll be okay. The nurse tells me no ones there but I ignore her. He leaves and I feel a little better.
8:30 I sit in the E.R and suddenly I hear my bf again, he's right outside the curtain and I can see him now because its see-through like a curtain again. He makes it steamy and writes "Sammy, im breaking up with you because I like tits and a**. And you have neither" After i read it he starts laughing and walks away with his friend, I start to freeeeeak. I'm wearing his sweater so I shove it under the curtain and yell at him my mom tells me to shut up and picks the sweater up. I yell at her to leave it cause I dont want it anymore.
9:00 I can hear a group of people outside the curtain talking, its my bf talking to a girl whos in my class whos a huuuge slut, and a few other guys. I can hear them making out and planning to do it infont of me when I leave. They're saying really rude things about me and i'm so upset at this point. My boyfriends really important to me, he was my first everything and it was terrible.
9:30 I can hear them talkig still and my sadness turns into rage, I freak out and tells the nurses to bring me over there. They refuse.. because nobodys there. So i start ripping out my IV and everything and trying to walk out. They have to restrain me and pump more fluids into me.
10:00 My heart rates finally low enough for me to get out, when I get out I can hear the slut and my boyfriend making out and I can see them out of the corner of my eye but ignore them. When I get home I see my ex-bestfriend drive by with her boyfriend. And guess who's with them?! My bf and the slut. They pull up beside my house and start throwing stuff at my house and writing in sharpie on my parents car. After about 2 hours of watching them I see everyone leave the truck except my bf and the slut, and i can actually see them having sex. I get so upset by this that I dont look anymore. I see some shadows crawling on my walls through the night, and have this feeling someone keeps walking in and out of my room but thats pretty much all of it that I can remember.
The next day, I look outside and notice that the truck was actually my neighbors. None of what I thought happened really did.. I called my boyfriend, and we were still together. He doesnt even know the girl I thought he had sex with.
If anyone ever wants to try to get high off of Wellbutrin, I suggest a really small dosage.. or not at all. I was lucky, the doctors told me if i'd just slept it off like my friend told me to I would have slipped into acoma and died. I was also lucky I didnt suffer permanent damage, or have any seizures. Everytime they injected me with something they warned me that the Wellbutrin may cause a seizure even with just water. It was the scariest night of my life, those are only the hallucinations i remember. Stay safe guys.
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