bad anxiety panic attacks??

I drink every night going to try and stop but i cant handle the hangovers and bad anxiety the next day so i keep going back on the drink every night. i really want to stop as cant afford to drink every night. geting really bad anxiety the next day, feels like im losing my mind or going to die. dont have any one talk to about it feel all alone cant leave the house send my partner out for food. not been out the house in weeks.i'm guessing after so many nights off the drink it will go away but how do i get through the anxiety as cant cope with it? cant even leave house or go to doctors as to scared to go any were