I am 29 years old and have been married for 10 years and a few mnths ago started an affair with an old boyfriend. I became pregnant and am now 11 weeks and seeing as my husband had a vasectimy I knew who the father was. I drove all the way from TN to OH to get the father because he said he wanted to be apart of this and have a life with me and our child. I left my husband who kept my 10 year old and my 6year old and got an apartment for us. He stayed a week and then went to work and never came back. I spent over a week wondering where he was and if he was ok. Turns out he had a 21 year old girl back in OH who was 16 wks pregnant and he has 4 other children. He refuses to answer my phone calls and I am now alone. My husband is a wonderful man but a work a holic. He loved me and I loved him very much. I have asked if we can work things out but he says he doesn't think he can forgive me for what I have done. I miss my family soo much. i am torn about this baby. I think an abortion is the best answer but i don't know if I can live with that decision. I am so very terrified.