Well we got some devestating news from the
doctor yesterday.
Nate got a call from the doctor about his
Sperm analsys. We have been waiting and
waiting for the results from the test to
see if there was a problem with his little
guys. Well...
Its him, not me that has the problem.
He has been diagnosed with azoospermia as
in NO little guys in there.
So here we sit, I am absolutely
devestated, he is too. I came home in
tears yesterday, and I could tell that he
had been crying because his eyes were all
red and swollen. I do not blame him, but I
know he is beating himself up, because he
is the reason we are not getting pregnant.
So the doctor said that he wants to see
him to do some tests. He wants to do some
blood work to see if it is hereditary and
if it is and he just isn't producing
sperm, then there is no chance that we
will conceive.
If it isn't hereditary, then there is a
blockage of some sort and they will need
to do a biopsy to see that there is
actually sperm being produced but just
cant get out. There is a chance that they
can unblock the blockage and things will
just be fine. Also they can extract the
good sperm and we can try to go with the
IUI route.
So thats where we are, broken and
disapointed. But we are both strong
people, and we will get through this. I am
not being very strong right now, but I
will get better. I cried myself to sleep
last night and I could hardly open my eyes
this morning.
There is a girl who is pregnant in our
office who tried for 4 years with her
husband. She went through the gamet of
fertility doctors only to find out that
her husband had a low sperm count and
motility. She had given up all hope, and
one day found out she was pregnant. So she
is giving me hope.
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RachieBaby82
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Posted: 04-09-08 17:02pm
Oh Heather...I am so, so sorry. I am
seriously in tears for you right now.
Life
is so not fair sometimes. I know that you
& Nate will get through this, and
someway, somehow you WILL be parents one
day, but I can't imagine how you must be
feeling right now. I just can't even tell
you how sorry I am. If you need to talk at
all, please feel free to pm me,
sweetheart. *Hugs*
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nightangel73
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Posted: 04-09-08 19:30pm
Heather so sorry to hear about the news
.. At least now you
both know the cause and you are going to
take the next steps. I agree in not giving
up hope.
I tell you something and I really think is
no joke but you trust God that he knows
what he is doing. I have had doors closed
many times to later understand why God did
things the way he did. And it is okay to
cry but remember always trust in God. I
will keep you both in my prayers.
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Ingi
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Posted: 04-09-08 20:25pm
(((hugs)))
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DPrssd
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Posted: 04-10-08 14:01pm
I'm am so sorry Heather. You must be
devastated. Thank God you got all the
testing done. I really hope that there is
just a blockage and you can have the
procedure to fix it. What a bumpy road of
ttc you've had. It's totally not fair. I
wish I could give you a great big hug.
Stick close together and make it both your
journey. I believe you will get there, I
know you will. There has got to be a way
with either diagnosis. His father was able
to conceive so hopefully it's not
hereditary.
I will keep you both in my prayers. Please
keep me posted...
Take good care, and you are totally
entitled to a good cry.
xoxo
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trijos21
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Posted: 04-10-08 20:34pm
im soo sorry!!! Im with dprssd, i hope it
is just a blockage. Everything is meant
to happen for a reason, god has a plan for
you guys!!! big hugs!!
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Rae02
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Posted: 04-14-08 16:34pm
I am definitely praying for you guys..
(((hugs)))
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Posted: 04-17-08 19:36pm
Thanks girls, it means a lot to have you
all here to vent to about everything.
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Volaremos
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HUGS Posted: 04-19-08 00:46am
OOh no sweetie
XXHUGS HUGS HUGSXXX
I am so in tear right now, so sorry for
this. Its just not fair hun. Poor DH, i
cant even imagine how much pain he's in
right now.
I really do pray that its only a blockage
& that Docs can fix that soon.You guys
so deserve to be parent. & believe me
you will be sooner or later hugs.
I'll be so praying for you & wont give
up untill you get that perfect BFP.
Life
is so not fair sometimes. I know that you
& Nate will get through this, and
someway, somehow you WILL be parents one
day, but I can't imagine how you must be
feeling right now. I just can't even tell
you how sorry I am. If you need to talk at
all, please feel free to pm me,
sweetheart. *Hugs*
.. At least now you
both know the cause and you are going to
take the next steps. I agree in not giving
up hope.
