Well we got some devestating news from the doctor yesterday.
Nate got a call from the doctor about his Sperm analsys. We have been waiting and waiting for the results from the test to see if there was a problem with his little guys. Well...
Its him, not me that has the problem.
He has been diagnosed with azoospermia as in NO little guys in there.
So here we sit, I am absolutely devestated, he is too. I came home in tears yesterday, and I could tell that he had been crying because his eyes were all red and swollen. I do not blame him, but I know he is beating himself up, because he is the reason we are not getting pregnant.
So the doctor said that he wants to see him to do some tests. He wants to do some blood work to see if it is hereditary and if it is and he just isn't producing sperm, then there is no chance that we will conceive.
If it isn't hereditary, then there is a blockage of some sort and they will need to do a biopsy to see that there is actually sperm being produced but just cant get out. There is a chance that they can unblock the blockage and things will just be fine. Also they can extract the good sperm and we can try to go with the IUI route.
So thats where we are, broken and disapointed. But we are both strong people, and we will get through this. I am not being very strong right now, but I will get better. I cried myself to sleep last night and I could hardly open my eyes this morning.
There is a girl who is pregnant in our office who tried for 4 years with her husband. She went through the gamet of fertility doctors only to find out that her husband had a low sperm count and motility. She had given up all hope, and one day found out she was pregnant. So she is giving me hope.