there are voices that bug me in my head. it stops me from gettin on with my life- im failing at school and ruined my family life aswell as social. though instead of taking in wat they say i try to fight against them.
When they tell me im fat - Ill go "Im happy like this" and ill go eat deep fried stuff and chocolate and sweets as if It bothers them that they cant get to me.
when they tell me im useless - Ill go "Im trying" as if im actually talking to some one.
When they say that im a coward - Ill go and do whatever they say and act like it was nothing. No matter how extreme the request.
But it feels like i have to constantly prove myself to myself well them or it or watever it is that makes me do this stuff.
Its weird cuz there is no actual person its like war with them within myself.