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Q: At war with myself
asked by: seniseviyorum on May 29th, 2009
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there are voices that bug me in my head. it stops me from gettin on with my life- im failing at school and ruined my family life aswell as social. though instead of taking in wat they say i try to fight against them.

When they tell me im fat - Ill go "Im happy like this" and ill go eat deep fried stuff and chocolate and sweets as if It bothers them that they cant get to me.

when they tell me im useless - Ill go "Im trying" as if im actually talking to some one.

When they say that im a coward - Ill go and do whatever they say and act like it was nothing. No matter how extreme the request.

But it feels like i have to constantly prove myself to myself well them or it or watever it is that makes me do this stuff.

Its weird cuz there is no actual person its like war with them within myself.
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harmony1
replied on May 30th, 2009
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Do you think it's just your subconciousness talking to you or is it louder than that like an actual person "speaking" almost as though he was sitting right infront of you. we all have a subconcious and we all have converstaions with our "ego" and I'm sure most of us have negative comments from our "ego" at times. if you feel though that the voices are loder than that and actually sound like a humans voice than perhaps go and talk to a psychiatrist regarding this issue. it may be nothings at all. just everyday stresses bringing it on or it may have to do with something else. either way best to go and check it out. I'd probably recommend you go and visit a gp firstly actually and see what they say but if you are really overly concerned go and speak to a psychaitrist first off. (I am having a mental blank today and i am sure i spelt that wrong. lol)
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