I don't perfectly fit the Aspergers diagnosed. I get obsess with things, and have the urges to walk around so I could think better, and be more productive. I have a hard time forcing. History of an eating disorder. I was extremes shy when I was younger. Had the fear of people judging me because I said something aloof. So I never knew how to act or what to said in social situation.

My doctor thinks I may be bipolar because I have symptoms of hypomania. Spikes of energy where my urges to move (ride bike) gets worst. And I think more productive, and sometimes feel happy.

My brother has Aspergers, long story when he was 13 years old within a day he did a 180 degree turn. When from a ADHD talkative child that walks around to a child with anger outburst, doesn't social with anyone, and pace around worst.

My cousin was born austim.

I am so tired of doctors diagnosis me with illness that don't hit the spot