... my name is gia. i'm 20 years old i was diagnosed with my bipolar two years ago and fianlly are on some meds that work. I still get nervous sometimes that i'm crazy and never gonna get better. My ups and downs are still here, just not as seirous wher ei can deal with them myself. I used to just smoke to treat myself and now im on geodon, effexor, provigil & birht control. sometimes i snort a percocet to come down from the provigil. anyone know of any side affects? i feel like a science project sometimes... i just get really bad anxiety. help?