ive been feeling like this for approx 2.5 years, having suffered 5 miscarriages the last one in Feb this year, im finding it increasingly more difficult to move on and feel better.

It has started to take over my thoughts more and more where I will be driving along and then start thinking about the prospect of losing my loved ones, time ticking by so quickly and what never seeing my husband, mother, sisters when we are all spent...

we have just got a dog, i have just read marley and me..and now im terrified of the time when that comes to an end too..

i sometimes sit and just cry, i have anxiety attacks that although dont really make me ill they make me worry more, then turn in on myself not telling anyone how im feeling for fear of sounding like a fool...

its getting serious enough for me to write this...should i go see my doc ..pills?..anything? im really want this feeling to go away and to have this cloud lifted...