Anxiety / dizzyness

First timer Anxiety/dizzy
I have been dealing with Anxiety due from built up stress for 6 weeks now. Some days I feel fine and some days are bad. I lost my job (which was part of the cause) first attach was at work. I was starting a new job working with mentally disabled people and it was too much I guess. I went to the hospital cause I had no idea what was wrong with me. Been to a couple doc's since and I was given a low dose of Ativan (.5mg) was on it 3 times a day for a week and I was fine. Went off of it and felt terrible again. So I went back on just one pill in the morning for a week and I felt great, then down to half of that the next week .25mg and was fine. Went off for 4 days was ok... just really dizzy and then bam all back again. I don't know if anyone ever feels like they wake up in the morning knowing all their stress is gone but you still have this feeling of sadness and why the hell don't I feel like I used to... I want to be myself again and laugh and joke but I feel like I am in a cloud and everything goes on around me and I am watching from a window. I have been off of work for 6 weeks and need to get back to doing some office work, which I have done for 7 yrs. Can I cope with this and start a new job... I know I have to be strong and positive but I am scared of feeling all dizzy and spaced out at a new job let alone a job interview... can anyone help me with some advice? I have never in my life had this problem up untill six weeks ago so it's really hard for me...