i am going through the same thing right now. i don't know 'what' i am or what life really is. i can act like myself in front of people but i'm struggling so much on the inside. i am very fearful of completely losing my mind and who i am! i started paxil almost 2 weeks ago, and it hasn't helped yet. i really hope it does soon though!

good luck!!

i was going true the same thing for like a year couse of marijuana i use to get very bizzard thoughts about life and i would just panic and have trouble breathing my eyes would feel so waired and i get very depress and promlem remembering things are thinking and makeing dission i thought i was going mad are i had a stroke but i was too young for stroke so my mine kept telling me that i was still dreaming then i felt like a walking zombie i felt like everone who had smoke marijuana had died are they were zombies and they told me to smoke marijuana so i could become a zombie too. trust me i know how you feel your not going mad but you need help try talking to your docter dont be scared its your health your life he or she will probly give you some medication are send you to see a psychitris for a few weaks are both my best stragedy on how i got cure was not think about it the more you thing its the longer it takes to cure.write me back please!

i felt the same, i started to overthink everything, and was very aware that time was moving on and i was getting older and i was going to die and get old really quickly without really noticing that everythings gone past. It will go away i promise you, you just have to staop thinking about it, your brain will eventually forget and you will become normal again, i went through nearly a year of this and stopped taking any medication and just kept telling myself when i felt panicky, that i was fine, because i was, there is nothing medically wrong with you, you have to just not let them get the better of you and try to relax and you will gradually regain some control xxx