I have been a very heavy pot smoker for the past 10 years. I would not smoke every single day, but I would smoke at least 4 days per week and when I would smoke I would smoke a lot. Last week, I smoked some and became extrememly anxious and had very strange thoughts. These thoughts were very scary, but were just thoughts and are not dangerous. I am not suicidal, but would think about it....I also thought about hurting people around me (again....this is just a thought but would never happen). It's crazy...when I watch something on the news that is bad, I would say to myself..."imgagine if I did that..."which i know is a crazy thought and I also know i would never in a million years do it....but i am distrubred that these thoughts crossed my mind. I am a very happy person.
I have decided to stop smoking marijuana immediately after this "bad" experience and for some reason my anxiety has not gone away and I am still having these weird thoughts. It comes and goes....I am very happy at the same time to know that I am finally going to quit smoking pot, and when I start to have strange thoughts coupled with feelings of anxiety I know that most likely this is just a symptom of Marijuana withdrawal. The pot I would buy is very potent and considered "the best of the best" so I am sure my body is just reacting to the withdrawal of these substance.
I already feel better than i did on Monday of this week....I just want to feel 100%. I am a father, a husband a healthy individual and I am very excited about my life w/o marijuana, however, I hate these anxious feelings. Please help.