Hi i'm new to this site and just looking for advise, one of my colleges was killed by her boyfriend back in july, we weren't very close but we socialized alot, she was a beautiful person, however when i found that out, i started to worry that if it could happen to her it could happen to me,(Death), i started to fell scared to sleep at night and would stay up until my husband came home from work, sometimes 3-4 in the am, then one night i took a pain bill and went to bed but couldn't sleep, i jumped up my heart was racing and was pacing my floor til like 2am, i called 911 and an ambulance came checked my hr and bp and it was normal, i decided not to go to the er, however, it happened again one night i went to er had a ekg and blood work everthing was normal, then months past and halloween it happened again, i was thinking scary thoughts about someone harming me and my fam, i went to the er and had a ekg, chest xray's and bloodwork everything was fine, i went home still worried, went to my doc was given a 24 hr heart monitor and was advised everything was normal, and advised it was anxiety attacks, i then seen a counselor and diagnosed with generalized anxiety and panic disorder, since then i have been having chest pain and an uncomfortable feeling under my brest, went back to er was given ekg, chest xray, and blood test and advised it was somach reflux, and sent to a gi, haven't went back to gi but will to have the scope test, 3 days later had heat racing and pounding feeling had ekg bloodwork for thyroid and other things everything was normal, i been referred to a cardiologist, and monday i go for a stress test, i have chestpains not in the center but near my breast area, i have arm and back pain and, noticed last night when my heart was racing and i was very nervous,i shake also, i am so scared, i am 26 yr old female and fear of dying and leaving my 3kids and husband, does anyone have any advise?