Everyday i look in the mirror and i feel soo fat all i wanna do is loose weight and the thing i feel that can help me is not eating, I don't wanna hear well go exercise and watch your foods, Thats hard when your only 15 i wanna be like all those pretty girls out their to be soo pretty and soo skinny and i weigh 118 pounds thats grouse!! i have love handles the size of a whale and my legs are GROUSE! I wanna change the way i look. I've tried being bulimic but it really don't seem to help cause all i do is gain weight? But i've gotton down to not eating. im horrified. But this is the thing i seem to turn to.


<3 Jessica