ok where do i start, ever since i was little i have had this mantel problem, i feel horribly depressed just thinking about things sometimes brings so much anxiety, like thinking about the night ahead and the next day. sometimes i feel so happy but inside the happy is still a depression and thats the happy, the down is pure horrid thoughts from suicide and just becoming different person, i have no personality when i am around people i have nothing to say just boring to a t. constnly angry and tired aswell, am a recovering alcholic as used that to cope with my thoughts.
feels like no one can help and medication just makes it worse pleas help.