mmm well i have the same problem,
im 17, just turned it yesterday..
i havent had a childhood either. my whole life my parents have fought over me. put each other down. i have lived without money, without power for a few months, had to always go to the food bank and worried about bills since i can renember. and alot more..
what i cant explain though is this urge to have a baby.
i want one so bad, ive tried before, subconciously in my mind, i told my boyfriend not to use a condom so we didnt, and i was pregnant, but didnt realize untill i had a miscarriage. now i want one more then ever.
its all i can ever think of. i cant help it. were planning to try concieve so i have one just after i finish school next year. right now, im trying to save up as much money as possible.
i dont get why, people think its so bad, if you have a subsequent ammount of money and personal experience then why not. after all its her life. do you think she wants to live it wishing she had done something but couldent because everyone descriminates. if it makes her happy then she should go for it. she hasnt had the best start, now she has the chance to change it for herself.
mariee, my best wishes are with you, your a very strong person, please just dont worry about what other people say, if its going to make you happy then go for it.
im guessing by your picture your now pregnant? good on you
feel free to talk to me about anything
amy