hello, i don't know who to talk to about this. Im always depressed and it makes me physically sick sometimes and i always feel so lonely, i hang round with a group of boys and i think ive fallen in love with all of them and they all like me back but there all best friends and i dont want to destroy their friendship because me and the boys are really close. Ive had alot of problems with my mum lately and i cant cope with me and her arguements anymore. Ive tried doing everything trying to get rid of the stress. I started smoking to get on my mums nerves which made everthing worse because ive become addicted and i keep going behind my mums back all the time and i just dont know what to do, i always feel like i have no energy and upset and stressed. Im very aggressive which doesnt make things better and i just dont know what to do. the only time im happy is when im with the boys.
Please Help ! !
i know what you are going through. i am also 15 and have exactly the same problem. i too had times where i felt completely worthless and unloved except for the rare times where i hung out with the boys i knew.
There was a time where i was so depressed i had no idea what to do. i would be at school and then just randomly break out in tears. i knew i couldn't talk to my parents bout it cause i knew they wouldn't understand
However, when things were at its worst i couldn't take it and i got extremely bad. Thats when my friend started taking me to her 'shrink' lessons and before too long i started going there on my own. I had that privacy from my parents too as it was during and at school. The person i have been seeing has helped me through alot and i suggest you should see someone about the way you are feeling.