A year after i diagnosed with psychosis i chose to stop taking anti-psychotic drugs for the reasons that the voices are not fading... and for another 3 years i live in a life of torture and fear with these demons... they seems like the voices of my friends, relatives, strangers like politician and media personalities local and international... they seems that they know my secrets, weaknesses and my future and they always using it against me, actually to torture me ... In addition of these they can control the kids in my neighborhood. I get more paranoid i thought that everyone knows me and they will do harmful things to me and to my family.
I wonder why they don't want me to be productive or have a life instead! .. its unfair!... i think i did everything to be a good person ... But everything changed when the demons tells me that they want my silly imaginations in my childhood world. And they tell me that they will turn my life a living hell.. I didn't buy at first i thought i am a victim of a reality show in T.V. and I have a telepathy. and later on they become worst and i lost myself and my job instead.
Am I a victim of a supercult ... using their advance ancient alien nazi paperclip nasa founders luciferian super mind control device like yuri from red alert to me and turning me into a very ridiculous creature like dragon type antri christ satanic like monster under their luciferian initiation method ?... its really funny that i don't smoke, drink , or taking drugs it just popped up like that and top of those things I DON'T EVEN HAVE A LIFE ! WHY ME! ... And in addition they make a movie, sitcom and cartoon especially made for me... crazy right?
I am very confused right now! The demons always saying that I am a lier, i'm lying about my condition? and they always want me to feel bad , that i am the responsible why people in my community have the telepathic ability and why these people be the legion, the demons in disguise who dwells inside me to prove that they have a GOD LIKE ability to torture a guy like me and call themselves the good ones because they were real. Yeah its real that they can control my body particularly my mouth.But behind their god like ability they want me to do a demonic practices like to arson, commit suicide and murder.
If and only if these are real, a real device not a product of a mental dysfunction. is there a cult behind this mind control? why they don't want to tell us their names but they sound like the one we knew? Why me? Am i a victim of a supercult?
No, you’re not a victim of a super cult. You are, however, experiencing classic symptoms of schizophrenia. I think you realize this, or you wouldn’t be posting in a schizophrenia forum - you’d be typing in a cult victims’ forum.
The voices are bozos. Just repeat that to yourself over and over. Once you realize this, the things they say will have no power over you. You hear the voices, but that’s all they are -- just a bunch of spoiled brats spouting off nonsense to get your attention.
When you waste your energy attempting to ignore them, that’s when they pull out really intense crap that has you reeling. They are like, “Aha! Looks like THAT got your attention.” Eventually, you will be in control of the situation, and it will be more like, “Don’t MAKE me come in there!” Heh. My voices have learned this the hard way.
Even though you are forced to listen to them against your will, you do not have to take anything they say seriously. They are merely drama queens trying to get your attention. Sometimes I wonder if they just get bored all trapped in there ‘n stuff. Poor things.
Personally, I’d rather be schizophrenic than have multiple personality disorder - at least you know what the voices are up to. Think about it - with multiple personality disorder… an entirely different personality pretty much knocks you unconscious and takes over your life… as if they were you… and afterward, you have no idea what the hell happened. Creeeeeeeeeepy!
U arent a victim of a super cult, although u have doubts that u might be just remember its the voices that are making u believe this, i assume they belittle u and make u feel bad so do the same to them! And when ever they reply block them out by listening to music or something productive, tell them what they have to say is of no interest to u and then dont listen to them, ignore them, block themout, eventually they will go away, but it will take a LOT of determination and willpower on your behalf, talk to ur psychiatrist, tell him the meds arent working and talk to him/her about it and if they appear block them out just try and concentrate on u and the counciler, its mind over matter when meds fail u, if they hurt u hurt them back, and keep reminding urself they arent real and they CANT hurt u, they are in ur head U control the shots its ur mind not theirs and they are vindictive bullys so they WILL try and make u feel bad but uve got to remember U call the shots, if u listen to then ur letting them win so dont MAKE them listen to u and tell them to go away, and do everything in ur power to drown them out ignore them block them, it may take years but eventually they will disappear, and u dont have to do this alone go to groups talk about ur deepest darkest secrets and dig deep to find that pain ur mind has tried so long to bury, that way when u have nothing left to tell and uve let everything out, u will be like an empty canvas that will need to fill up WITH GOOD memorys and happyness, and if this succeeds and u feel irself slipping again, talk to people who understand u and ur counciler take measure to prevent this, where science fails ur mind should prevail!! Its minds over matter! Good luck!
okay, i think maybe you are. maybe i am as well. i have similar experiences although a bit differently developed. it seems like there are people through my body directing my concentration and speaking in my mind and through my mouth. its like they can move my body too. names Shane
I can relate to futurama, if you want I will try to add you as a friend on here, if you are telling the truth, we will be a big support for each other. I suggest that the first thing you do is ask God to help you, then you need to get some medical insurance, either through your county or if your working your job, but the county will be the cheapest and will help you if you know what you need. Then you need to call and ask to see a Psychiatrist (who is a doctor who can prescribe you medicine). Weather you think you need it or not your going to need it. I'm taking injections of Invega, works
very well for me, and I have the same symptoms as you described. Also you can ask your doctor to prescribe you Ambien for the voices. I really hope you find some peace, remember Jesus's rest is always there. Try to relax, and don't let them try to scare you. You are safe in Jesus. And also don't give into the voices or people, don't trade the Truth or you common since for a lie. With best intentions, Tim
I feel bad for you. Rick Ross online defines what a cult is . You are not a victim of a cult. There are also cyber- cults, by the way. Not good to look for religion on line. And not all cults have anything to do with religion. There are many other cults. People do not have to live in one to be in one. Most people in one do not realize it and /or are afraid to try to leave it. Psychologically it is a big effort to leave. Psychologically it is damaging to remain in a cult, too. You sound very intelligent to even consider the possibility, but you also sound as if you have paranoid episodes.