The father of my child left me for someone else. When we were together he told me that he was seperated and on his way to getting a divorce from him wife. I believed him and felt funny about dating someone who was in the divorce stage but they were no longer loving together and I must say I fell hard for him. They have two daughters together right now. While we were together sometimes we would hit rough patches where he would distance himself from me. Then there would be times when it would be all about me. He would call me many upon many times during the day telling me he missed me, it was wierd. When he found out I was pregnant he didn't say much, especailly when he found out it was a boy. He's more of a daughter kind of father.
I found that he started distancing himself recently. The only thing he ever wanted to do was have sex with me, which caused me to lose my self respect. So I decided to look in his phone and found out he was still talking to his wife (who I thought was his soon to be ex-wife) through text and phone calls saying that they love each other. When I comfronted him about it he said " how do you know I told her I loved her back." Then talked about how he couldnt afford a divorce, I wish he would have said that in the beginning instead of dragging me along and using me. He played me so bad. Now he's back with his wife, which I guess many of you would think is great. I'm just so sad.He lied to me. I feel worthless, unworthy, I feel like dying. I really loved him. I cant stop crying, I cant eat. I just wondered what did I do wrong? What should I do? I'm so depressed.