I used to have a lot of good friends and over the years I have lost almost all of them. I feel so alone and depressed. I have no idea why they've left or why they won't come back. I can't figure out why I seem to repulse friends. I don't know what I am doing. I am not a bad friend. I am very dependable and have never "screwed" anyone over. I think of myself as a nice person. I don't have any addictions and I am not on any medication. But for some reason, they all leave. I have a great bf and an awsome family. I feel so alone to the point I want to cry. I do most times. Sometimes I take it out on the bf when it's not his fault at all. I don't seem to have any other ways to get over this. I try so hard to make friends but it's hard to find girls you really click with. I miss my old ones so bad it hurts. I wish I could disappear.

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