Hello,
i am a 35 year old male and i have been using pills of all kinds for about 10 years. it started with valium and i didnt go too far away from benzo's or even knew what a "benzo" was.. i just knew i liked the "care free" attitude i got with taking them. and so did all my friends.. we had valium weekends.. where we would drink and get crazy all night long. and sleep like a baby and wake up half the time with a valium "hangover" that made the regular "hangover" seem to not really be there.. i woke up feeling like nothing happened and lets do it again... at 25..
then it was norco's, i moved to southern california and discovered "norco's" and took tons of them to "get off" they didnt seem to work very well.. and then came all kinds of pain pills.. from a to oxy.. and really "discovered" pills.. i read about them, lived with a pill addict, had pills, loved pills, all pills..
i can go on forever with my pill past. it feels good just being honest. anyhow i went to a treatment center and got out and called my doctor to get more pills... not good.. then i moved... its been about 2 years now and i have been fighting my head since... lalala... anyways now im about 7-10 days without adderall about 60mg/day and k-pins about 1-3mg/day to about 2-4 loritabs a day. i just seem to switch up pills and not really feel too many harsh withdrawl symptoms? " i guess" i dont know what or how i feel anymore... i just feel i know that.. i am really sick of the mental rollercoaster ride i go on. thanks for reading...