Last year November 2008 i felt fine always energetic fantastic with friends and also at work... by that time i have received a text message from my cousin that my younger brother will undergo a medical operation... and then i ask my cousin what kind? and she told my it is only an appendectomy operation... so there's nothing to worry about... so im very calm and work very energetic throughout the day...to make the story shorter... when my brother is ready for the operation... i went to the hospital for a brotherly support... and while waiting at the OR waiting room for 2 hours the surgeon talked to me and with the family... that they found 2 tumors in his body the one is located at the upper abdomen and the other one is found at the right pelvic area... so i was shock as well as my mom and dad... and the doctors suggested that it should be extracted... and we all agree... and after another 3 hours of waiting the doctor told us that the Tumors are not a normal ones base on their initial findings as a surgeon... then they said it is best to pray hard and lets hope that these tumors are not malignant ones... by the time i learned that there are two types of tumors w/c are the benign and malignant... i was so worried bout my brothers health... and then i prayed hard as well as my family and friends to spread a little prayer for my brothers good health findings... and guess what after 7 days prayers answered at the exact date of November 25, 2008 one month before Christmas we have received a GOOD NEWS... the tumors extracted from my brothers body... was a negative for cancer... and suddenly by that time i felt an electrical wave that almost numb my body from foot to head... and then i learned a lot of things about cancer and other illness... but learning the facts gave me a scare... December 2008 3 days before Christmas i felt unusual I'm slowly losing my appetite... I can still sleep but it seems i didn't get enough rest... so as they passed by... something strange is happening to me... i recently seeing a doctor... i felt like I'm not very well but the doctors says I'm very healthy my lungs are clear even though i smoke... i don't have High Blood even though im chubby... i even undergone a stress test to check if i have heart problems... but all the findings was normal... before new year im experiencing difficulty in sleeping and when i woke up i felt so messed up... i felt like someone is taking my happy life... and suddenly i stumble to this eHealth forum some of it helps me to get a sleep but when i wake 3-4 times each night i felt fear of like im dying and im scared of losing my love ones most especially my dad, mom my brothers and my wife... its like something is inside my thoughts that just don't stop commanding me to think... please help... btw im nearly 23 and nearly to be a Dad in Feb... God Bless you..