Advise on dealing with this? How do you live with HPV?

Hi, I'm a 21 year old woman and I would really really appreciate some advice about coping with HPV. For the past nine months I've been with the same partner, who I trusted very much. Last week I discovered I had contracted HPV from him. Unfortunately I also discovered he had been seeing numerous other women throughout our relationship, so he couldn't tell me exactly when he picked it up and gave it to me. I am thankful that I didn't get anything worse. But I just feel terrible. I feel so helpless and I'm really struggling. I am a strong person, and I think I have gotten over feeling like my life is over part (though I didn't think I would) but now I'm concerned about my future. I cant stop thinking "Who's going to want me now" and "I'm going to be alone forever". After telling my now ex my thoughts while crying over the phone, his advise was 'to not to tell anyone'. Of course I would never do that. The idea of putting someone else through this makes me feel awful, I will be honest with my future partners (but I am afraid of rejection). Obviously I am in no position to be sleeping with new people (and far from it) I need to sort my self out, get healthy and deal with my broken heart. But could someone tell me how they coped with it? How do you live with HPV? Is there a way to protect my future partners from contracting it from me? Obviously condoms, but will that really work? ANY advice will do. I've been leaning on my mum and friends for support, and they are great, but I'd like to hear from people who are going or have gone through the process of dealing with HPV.

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