I don't know why you are so against adoption. Have you researched it and contacted a reputable agency to have your concerns addressed and questions answered? I agree you have to do what is right for you, but you should have researched alll your options.
Contrary to what some may believe, unwed parents who place their children for adoption are not taking âthe easy way outâ or abandoning their responsibility. Instead, they are placing the needs of their children before their own feelings and desiresâthe essence of true parenthood. Such a decision is deserving of the highest commendation and respect.
If you need someone to talk to, you may pm me privately.
Best of luck to you and your baby.