My pain is controlable, and a hysterectomy is out of the question. If i have to bear the pain of 100 knives to be able to grow and give birth to a child then so be it. What my dr. told me, is that my uterus gets soft every month, and because of the trapped blood it turns into a big bruise, and it wont let the egg attach because its a harsh inviroment. Every month I go in for a vaginal ultrasound to measure my follicules, and every month there is always ONE that is mature. (no matter the dosage of clomid)" Every thing looks perfect" he tells me. "There is no sighn of adenomyosis, and my uterus has never been swollen. I've done so much research, I feel like I could rite a book. If adenomyosis dosen't effect fertility why would my dr. tell me different?