Honey you begin as saying you like self harming that it feels good to you then say you want to quit..If I really liked something or felt it was that good I don't see that I would want to quit..
What you do is self inflicted and calls for help..why are you doing this might be the better queston..What began you on this road? Why self pain? Is the outside world too much for you? I know it is for many..Sometimes people self inflict to get their minds off what is outside their own door and then there are times it happens right behind their closed door..Each person is diffent yet each similarly same..
If you want to talk more just PM..take care honey..kd..