Adderall is a central nervous system stimulant (amphetamine). Amphetamines have a high potential for abuse. Taking amphetamines for long periods of time may lead to drug addiction. In fact, Adderall and ADHD drugs have been banned from sales in Canada due to sudden/cardiac death and/or stroke in individuals receiving Adderall and the uncommon psychiatric adverse events shown to manifest after use.
When the decision is made to stop medication therapy, a patient who is physiologically dependent should be expected to develop withdrawal symptoms unless care is taken to slowly taper the drug using a standard detoxification or withdrawal protocol. During the detoxification or withdrawal period, symptoms of abuse or psychological dependence may emerge.
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