CAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED I WILL NEVER DO OR ABUSE ANY DRUGS AGAIN!
I have ADD so the doc says but I my self thinkg ADD/ADHD is fake, any ways I was first put on strattera which made me crazy and I would litteraly be in prison right now for murder or drug dealing if I didn't get off them but finaly some how did. The pills also made me sleep all day in class and I was constantly swinging fists and didn't care about my life any more. My blood presure also went high from being mad 24/7.
Then the doc put me on adderal xr 20mg. He had me taking 1 pill every morning and it helped me so much in school but not by calming me down cause im very calm what it did was sped me up and I felt happier and was doing really good in school on the adderal but had some side affect that I hated and kind of scared me cause it made it hard for me to pee for some reason so I decided not to take them after like 10 days of using.
Well one night I had 2 whisky drinks with my friends and they talk me in to taking out the pills. I got talked into doing 1 and then I did another. I lost controle of my self and wanted to get higher and higher an ended up taking 11 pills (210mgs) with in 4 hours and I was only 130lbs and 5'8 at the time. I felt like I was on top of the world and could't stop talking. I felt so much that I could do any thing that I decided I was going to try t od oa back flip in the air with my 4 wheeler and a merical happened cause when I tried to kick start it the clutch went out making it not start which safed me from getting hurt bad. I was also running around in the woods all night and till 10am wanting to smash windows and steel game farm animals and it was the mittle of winter and I was all frozen with water in my shoes and couldn't feel my toes cause I was so cold. Well all's good till I get in my house. I go to the bathroom and see how big my eyes where I looked scary but what was weird when I went to go pee my dick was really small and hard and was hard to pee! But that wasnt what scared me much cause that for some reason happened to me half the time I took 1 pill as perscribed. Well I sit in my room watching tv. My chest was sore as can be and my hart was racing so so fast and I felt short of breath and was having hot and cold flashes. At that point I was scared. To top it off my sister yelled for me to come and help her burn a CD. I get up out of bed and could't walk right I kept draging my toes. When I got to my sister I thought she for sure knew somthing was wrong with me cause I kept studdering and couldn't talk right or remember what she was asking me. Well I walk back to my room and go to put my hand on my bed and I halusinated and my bed dropped down 2ft below my hand which made me almost fall down. Then Im laying on my bed watching tv and started seeing flys fly out of my tv. I was up for more than 2 days. I went to school and my eyes where all black around em I looked so bad. My teacher asked me if every thing was ok and i said ya. Then day after day went by and I was astill kind of studdering and felt really odd almost a fealing of being helpless or mentaly retarted. I started doing research and found that abusing them can affect you for any where for a day to a week to a month to life. That scared me bad at that point I hated my self for being so stupid and my plan was to kill my self if I wasnt back to normal with in a month. Well finaly after about 2 weeks I felt about normal. Thank god! Cause of that I tole my self I wil never abuse drugs again.
Saving 
