Hi
I would give this drug a chance but only if you got the proper diagnosis. Who diagnosed you?
A Family Practitioner a Mental Health Professional ? If you just got diagnosed at 19 after all these yeas of knowing so much now about ADHD the I would ask my self these questions. Why didn't you have problems as a child. Why wasn't this questioned before, or did your parents not believe in this kind of treatment, which some still don't . Sad but true, some will talk you out of medication,
will suggest a diet change ( sometimes that does help but you have to be extremely on top of the diet for it to work and at your age in college it seems unlikely)...Taking the RIGHT medication for ADHD is key. You will experiment with some side affects which you do and they sound pretty much normal when on Adderall...well, for the first couple of month sometimes it can take up to 3 month for them to subside. Didn't our Doctor go thru these symptoms with you ?? If not, time to change your Doctor
Just remember, ADHD hardly goes diagnosed alone, you usually will be also diagnosed with either depression ,anxiety or other mental health problems. Over the years, a specialty being already 19, going thru life without proper treatment of ADHD will develop insecurities which will lead to depression, anxiety and even worse . I really don't think Adderall brought on depression, believe more that you were already suffering from it due to lack of treatment and proper support.It is now more felt due to a clearer and more organized thought process. You can actually organize your thoughts and understand them due to the Adderall. Make sure you also deal with the other mental problems you are now discovering. Makes no cents to treat one and ignore the other. Don't give up, give it a chance. This medication can change you life if
taken properly and with the right support. Do you have support around you ?? If not, talk to a special person in your life and explain that, that's what you need and trust me, if they are special in your life, you are special to them also and will be there for you, even if it's someone who can't be there physically ( you being in college )...just a phone call away is good enough for now.
My daughter went from f's and d's last year to a high honor roll student this year after being on Adderall. Is now signed up in all advanced classes for every subject for next school year. Am so glad I got rid of my ignorance and saw the whole picture. I never believed in ADHD ,thought it was an excuse for lazy kids and adults.Now I also understand what was going on with me as a child and now, but my depression, anxiety and mood swings are so BAD by now I won't even leave the house to get help, the main reason I am here , to look for support
Like I said, don't give up....if this is for sure what you are suffering from , then be patient. Might take some time to figure out the right dose, maybe even a medication change and then make sure you get proper diagnoses with a Mental Specialist to treat anything else you need treated. When you finally have the right dose or drug, it might even get rid of all the other problems, just from having high self esteem again **wink**
Good Luck, Hun