I was diagnosed with ADHD @ the age of 23, after completing a drug rehabilitation program. From 19-23, I was addicted to methadone. I was given adderall by the psychiatrist. In the last year, I started abusing the medication severely. Every attempt I've made to stop taking this medication on my own has been a complete failure, as the withdrawl from this drug turns me in to a homicidal, suicidal monster. How long could it take to feel ok if I discontinue this medication? I have a family, small children, a job. I don't eat, ( I lost over 30 lbs. in the first six months I began the adderall) I don't sleep for DAYS, I'm mad all the time, and to top it all off my hair is falling out by the handfuls. Is hair loss a side effect of adderall abuse?