well the title doesnt to justice to my post, however lets get on with it.
My brother was diagnosed with ADHD many years ago and has been off-and-on Adderall to help his concentration. ADD and ADHD as well as OCD is prevalent in my families history. i ahven never had any problems with ADD..etc. until now.
I am now 18 and starting college classes. however about 9 months ago (barely into my senior year) i became very distracted with my work. i found school boring and i couldt ever stay on task. i really had to try harder than ever to complete simple assignments. i am now constantly distracted by off-task things so much i forget the task-at-hand and things are very dificult in class. Homework is a breeze but i think the envrionent i do it in keeps me on task, because when i take it home to do, i dont. i am disapointed in myself for being so..i dont know how to describe this.. i was an Honor student through out school until this year. and it kills me that i couldnt achieve that because of what i think is this ADD. (not hyper) i was never diagnosed but i need to let my parents know somehow that i need to be diagnosed. i need something to get myself back to where i was in school to achieve higer grades in college. i think being diganosed will help this.
i am not going to lie i have tried my brothers ADD scrip wich is Adderall XR 20. (can someone define that?) i have tried it before my math class and i was astounded at the results. i was so into the material i learned it quicker easier and what i was happiest about was i was just on-task.
i think i need to just get to a doctor to be diagnosed. i am not sure my parents would approve however they think i am just perfect. i havent expressed these feelings to them ever. i am also 18 is there any way i could get this done without them knowing what i am going through. they deal with all my health insurance and such, will they see what i am doing if i go in for a consultation or anything?
i am just kind of stuck where to go maybie someone could lean me towards a descision. again i am not sure.
thanks alot for your opinion,
Evan